THE YEAR OF TWENTY-TWENTY

A Reflection from a spot in the world in the year of twenty-twenty

A Spot (Redux)
A Reflection from a spot in the world in the year of twenty-twenty
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The year of twenty-twenty,
Hate must depreciate,
Love must appreciate,
In a spot.
The size of a spot;
doesn’t require too much space,
for it is only a spot.

The year of twenty-twenty,
A spot of life,
from the womb of the universe
where I get to think whatever I want;
While exploring the bodies of waters;
In a spot that offers protection of my peace.

The year of twenty-twenty,
To thine self wake up and stay true,
Although whilst in this year of twenty-twenty,
For in these times seem to be casted into the blue,

The year of twenty-twenty
I am in a spot for,
loving, traveling, dreaming, imagining, smiling,
creating, praying, thinking.and thanking,
when I am in a spot,
a corridor of my mind,
To leave all the negativity behind.

Inside my thoughts,
while in a spot;
Feeling locked in,
Taking this time to open my mind to win.
a spot is for what I allow to come in it,
a spot also comes from within.

Not spinning,
Nor rolling around like a wheel;
Going in circles to no end,
A spot is quiet just still.

The year of twenty-twenty
A spot is a part of me,
My thoughts, my private place of being,
A spot is without,
Though within a world,
Totally full of distractions,
A spot That will eliminate all the unsavory reactions


A spot in my mind,
is a spot.
I can live in a spot for it is mine.
It is only a spot.
In the year of twenty-twenty
We must embrace each other with love,
Expect and respect the love we must share
To take flight like flapping on the wings of a dove.

A spot,
not big enough for the masses,
madness, mayhem, mystery and mischief,
a spot, yet big enough to share.

So therefore,  I am sharing;
from a spot for a spot,
a spot is that positive space of mind;
for with a thought;
can enlighten and brighten up your life,
bigger than the moon.

You also have a spot,
all you have to do is find it.
If life life doesn’t find you well,
be good.

For in the year of twenty-twenty,
Find a spot, we all need one
a spot to have peace of mind; on this earth.
Peace in a spot,
God Blessed, a spot In the year of twenty-twenty.

©Chelley the Poetess 12/27/2020

I LOST MY TWO BROTHERS

(Written with my emotions)

I lost my two brothers, seems like yesterday,
For with this loss, bereavement continues to stay,
I could have never imagined, this would happen within ten days,
Even with knowing, we will all exit this earth someday.

I lost my two brothers, left me with such an unexpected impact,
Parting ways was the hardest for me, this is my fact,
Although it has been written, no more pain or sorrow,
Left me with heartbreak of missing them, many days after that tomorrow.

I am still so saddened, for my heart stills weighs, heavy past the abyss
Pain within my heart, still to this day exist,
I am realistic, so I must accept this in memory of them both,
I must get down on my knees for strength, and pray at the oath.

I lost my two brothers, the rain inside my heart continues flowing around,
No tears of joy yet, only to cry out to the Lord to help settle me down,
Sometimes, I think, when I think of them, I know their place is better,
For I also know I need to pull myself together.

For in the end of their lives on this earth, we will be together again,
No more rain, only sunshine and birds singing through the winds within,
I pray for mercy to help me to release this pressure on my heart
For losing my two brothers is one of life’s lessons learned from the start.

Rest in Peace Carl and Earl,
By way of my prayers,
I Just want you both to know,
Both of you my brothers, were all that and a bag of pearls.

God Almighty is One who knows,
My prayers oftentimes,
Give me the uplift I need, to continue to let you two go.
I know my brothers, while departing this earth we came to an end,
Knowing you were not just my two brothers, you were my best friends.

©11/2019 Chelley The Poetess


TONIGHT (Part 2)

He Returns

He pondered days and months and now a year had gone by
His conscience kept leading him back to he and she
He knew he must return to the meadow with hopes to see her again
Tonight his journey to the meadow with an urgency would begin

He got back to the meadow hoping she would be there
He also knew a lot of time had elapsed since that one night
He figured his apology of their past could be zero to none
Tonight he felt so sad for her to do what he had done

He now felt contempt for not knowing what he should do
He was still determined to see his journey all the way through
He began to map out what course he could or would take
Tonight he could not waste more time for goodness sake

He had constant questions nagging at him about he and she
He felt a sense of darkness hit him deep down inside his soul
He awakened to how he had demeaned her light from within
Tonight he cried  O’ Lord deliver me for I have sinned

He fell down to his knees and he began aloud to pray
He ask the Lord to direct and rescind his wrongful actions to the right
He told the Lord that he had not followed life’s golden rules
Tonight he would submit to the Lord’s blessed and sacred school

He realizes his journey to see her now may be tried but true
He could not accept how bad he hurt her feelings that first night
He feels now he needs more help from the power of the Lord
Tonight he can feel better for redeeming to the Lord’s accord

He finally thought he should come back to the meadow real soon
He therefore acknowledge that time may not wait for many a moon
He proceeded to ask the neighbors he knew they both grew up with
Tonight he felt somewhat relief for this could be his answer to all this.

©2019 Chelley The Poetess

I ALWAYS CAME TO SHARE

I Always Came To Share

You felt so alone I had to wonder why
I thought to myself how could this be
I rose to the occasion to show you how to smile again
Showing love for you as God had given to me

You would always appear to me to be disappointed
Fighting many of the  demons of your past
This is why God had placed me into your life to begin
All you did was complain, yell and scream to no end

When you were down in your life I always came to share
Therefore you thought you knew that I would always be there

You had to know I was a blessing sent to you with two doves
God’s message to me was to show you again how to love
You did not think for one moment what was sent to you
For playing with your demons was all you knew

Now you’re lonely, bitter, evil and even hateful too
Casting stones for no reason to make you feel good
To no avail will you ever get what you may want out of life
Just for that selfish personality called misunderstood

Excuse after excuse will  never get you nowhere
Making haste out of waste is also just as bad
Had you realized what you had from the very start
You could have had a beautiful love, oh what an art

One should never take a true love given for granted
Thinking you must prove an upper hand
For in this life promises get broken each and everyday
So you must understand that life can deal you a bad hand

Mending  your wicked ways is always best for you
If life lessons hasn’t shown you this as of yet
All you must do to make a better way in your heart is:
You must redeem the evil behavior that you invest

When you were down in your life, I always came to share
Therefore you thought you knew that I would always be there
You must show appreciation, in return for the best love of all
If not, well then obviously this is not your call

I Always Came To Share

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©I Always Came To Share
by Chelley 11-2016