I lost my two brothers, seems like yesterday, For with this loss, bereavement continues to stay, I could have never imagined, this would happen within ten days, Even with knowing, we will all exit this earth someday.
I lost my two brothers, left me with such an unexpected impact, Parting ways was the hardest for me, this is my fact, Although it has been written, no more pain or sorrow, Left me with heartbreak of missing them, many days after that tomorrow.
I am still so saddened, for my heart stills weighs, heavy past the abyss Pain within my heart, still to this day exist, I am realistic, so I must accept this in memory of them both, I must get down on my knees for strength, and pray at the oath.
I lost my two brothers, the rain inside my heart continues flowing around, No tears of joy yet, only to cry out to the Lord to help settle me down, Sometimes, I think, when I think of them, I know their place is better, For I also know I need to pull myself together.
For in the end of their lives on this earth, we will be together again, No more rain, only sunshine and birds singing through the winds within, I pray for mercy to help me to release this pressure on my heart For losing my two brothers is one of life’s lessons learned from the start.
Rest in Peace Carl and Earl, By way of my prayers, I Just want you both to know, Both of you my brothers, were all that and a bag of pearls.
God Almighty is One who knows, My prayers oftentimes, Give me the uplift I need, to continue to let you two go. I know my brothers, while departing this earth we came to an end, Knowing you were not just my two brothers, you were my best friends.
Nice to meet you today Mr….. , hmmm, beautiful day, is it not? Respectfully is my name, I have seen you around quite frequently, I am here to tell you, I want to know your name, in all due respect.
Nice to meet you as well today, Respectfully. I have noticed you too, No need for Mr…., Certainly is my name, yes it is a beautiful day, I want to make sure you know, I am interested and Certainly happy to meet you.
Nice to meet you Certainly, I like a man who is Certainly making sure he is interested in me, or what he wants in a woman, Respectfully, Respectfully is all in what I give to a man of certainty upon meeting.
Nice to meet you, for we have a lot in common so far, I like a woman who is Respectfully open for a meeting like this, I am Certainly also, a righteous loyal man, to a woman who holds respect for herself.
Nice to meet you, for I agree with you I like a man who is Certainly my type, upon meeting him, I am Respectfully, honored to be a patient, honest woman.
Nice to meet you, Respectfully, Nice to meet you, Certainly, Have a nice day, you have a nice day too.
Nice to meet you all presently, we, Respectfully and Certainly, are now new found friends. We connected by a first impression, respect, certainty, a wonderful conversation, open communication, a nice meeting, a way to happiness, a common interest, sheer beauty, a sure true meaning, righteousness, a loyalty, a personal type, an honor, and patience in understanding, makes for a nice relationship.
Nice to meet you, from the both of us. Respectfully and Certainly.
They had a love so relentless, nothing could sway the beauty of their heaven. The love they shared was always full of nature and emotion. The palpitations of the water beating upon the border rocks of the coastline. The coastline of nature is what brought them together to each other’s heart. For they had a love so relentless.
The fog clouded the force of negativity for their love to outweigh it. Through a sweet smell of pine extracted from a tree nearby. A wispy wind of air blew inside their chests, emerging and igniting a powerful feeling of euphoria. They looked to the sky and sparks began to fly between them. For they had a love so relentless.
The clouds gave way for the sun to shine into their happy space. Their smiles began to share between them with the show of a rainbow. A sheet of rain started to fall upon their heads with a soothing and vibrant calming. They stared deeply at one another with wet faces and teeth showing. For they had a love so relentless.
They climbed to a mountain top to look at the view. The day was pleasing to them once they got to the top of the mountain. The air became thinner so they had to breathe from each other’s breath. They relaxed and held hands the duration. The electricity surged between them now creating power. For they had a love so relentless.
Remember, An imprint was left on many a souls, Remember, Uncivilized treatment from years of old, For the many who told the truth, had been broken, Therefore, the truth was treated as an unethical token, Remember, What still remains, is the memories of a sordid past, unspoken, Remember, The imprint was a stain on lives of the many innocent, Remember, The time is now for those who did this, to open your heart to repent it Remember. To whom it may concern, along with all involved, do a rethink in order to get to a resolve. Remember.
I knew this man named Sick, The way he talked and the way he walked, I knew he was slick, He told me he was sharp on his game, I told him truth would be his claim to fame.
Sick said he didn’t have to play by the rules, I told Sick, he could end up in all the wrong schools, Sick said, I am too damn overtly clever, I said Sick, you are headed to that place called never, Sick spoke about all he would do not to get to that place ever.
I told Sick to rethink his thoughts and change his ways, Sick said, why should I? I’ve been doing this all my days, I said, I don’t care what you do, I’m giving you advice, just to help save yourself from you.
Sick just laughed at me and said, listen woman you can’t tell me nothing that’s already embedded in my head, I told Sick, you are so animated, inadequate, ignorant and not well read, For the consequences of your lesser deeds of what you portray are gonna get you busted all upside your head.
I felt in my gut, this would be the last time I would ever see Sick again, Knowing him from childhood and the neighborhood, he had become sin, Moving forward from our conversation that day, I felt a need to pray, For I knew Sick would not live a long life doing things in his way.
My day was done, so I decided to watch the six o’clock news, to my dismay, The news struck my nerve about the conversation I had with Sick that day, The reporter said, a young man was struck down by three bullets to the head, News traveled fast from the neighbors, saying it was someone from our neighborhood, which was called and known as The Shred.
Sitting still I gazed at the television thinking about my premonition, I was hoping it wasn’t the person whom I had envisioned, Sick was the first person who came to my mind. I said, Oh Lord, please no more death at this time.
Following my first mind, I rushed to the hospital to see if it was Sick, The doctor asked me if I could and would identify this man, I said I know this man and yes I can, I told the doctor we all called him Sick but his true birth name was Rick.
The doctor continued with the scenario of what his gunshot wounds were, The doctor also told of Sick’s last words of what the strife Sick had incurred, At this time all the doctors gathered around me, while one told me he held on to his life as long as he could for there was nothing else they could do or would,
Another doctor said, Sick was screaming and shouting for us to save his life, He asked this particular doctor to call the woman who gave him the best advice.
He pondered days and months and now a year had gone by
His conscience kept leading him back to he and she
He knew he must return to the meadow with hopes to see her again
Tonight his journey to the meadow with an urgency would begin
He got back to the meadow hoping she would be there
He also knew a lot of time had elapsed since that one night
He figured his apology of their past could be zero to none
Tonight he felt so sad for her to do what he had done
He now felt contempt for not knowing what he should do
He was still determined to see his journey all the way through
He began to map out what course he could or would take
Tonight he could not waste more time for goodness sake
He had constant questions nagging at him about he and she
He felt a sense of darkness hit him deep down inside his soul
He awakened to how he had demeaned her light from within
Tonight he cried O’ Lord deliver me for I have sinned
He fell down to his knees and he began aloud to pray
He ask the Lord to direct and rescind his wrongful actions to the right
He told the Lord that he had not followed life’s golden rules
Tonight he would submit to the Lord’s blessed and sacred school
He realizes his journey to see her now may be tried but true
He could not accept how bad he hurt her feelings that first night
He feels now he needs more help from the power of the Lord
Tonight he can feel better for redeeming to the Lord’s accord
He finally thought he should come back to the meadow real soon
He therefore acknowledge that time may not wait for many a moon
He proceeded to ask the neighbors he knew they both grew up with
Tonight he felt somewhat relief for this could be his answer to all this.
Spinning around in a circle of wind, nimbus clouds and weather of hail
One only knows how dizzying a strong wind can prevail
Be it in the mid of day or be it in the early morning night
One will just continue spinning until they get it right
While the sun rises up spinning light into your eyes
Waking up will relieve from the spinning full of sighs
Seems as though daylight starts to gleam
Just to think this may be only another twirling dream
Circling and twirling, twisting and turning too
Allowing for a chill to gust through the mist and moisture anew
Round and round spinning all tables turning to the wind
Beckoning one’s call out to the spinning of the spinning day’s end
Gazing at a very dark cloud spinning around the house
Recognized as a twister spinning strong and ready to oust
Must get ready to get cover beneath the stairs for the force
Stables bust open get saved by the spinning horse
You felt so alone I had to wonder why
I thought to myself how could this be
I rose to the occasion to show you how to smile again
Showing love for you as God had given to me
You would always appear to me to be disappointed
Fighting many of the demons of your past
This is why God had placed me into your life to begin
All you did was complain, yell and scream to no end
When you were down in your life I always came to share
Therefore you thought you knew that I would always be there
You had to know I was a blessing sent to you with two doves
God’s message to me was to show you again how to love
You did not think for one moment what was sent to you
For playing with your demons was all you knew
Now you’re lonely, bitter, evil and even hateful too
Casting stones for no reason to make you feel good
To no avail will you ever get what you may want out of life
Just for that selfish personality called misunderstood
Excuse after excuse will never get you nowhere
Making haste out of waste is also just as bad
Had you realized what you had from the very start
You could have had a beautiful love, oh what an art
One should never take a true love given for granted
Thinking you must prove an upper hand
For in this life promises get broken each and everyday
So you must understand that life can deal you a bad hand
Mending your wicked ways is always best for you
If life lessons hasn’t shown you this as of yet
All you must do to make a better way in your heart is:
You must redeem the evil behavior that you invest
When you were down in your life, I always came to share
Therefore you thought you knew that I would always be there
You must show appreciation, in return for the best love of all
If not, well then obviously this is not your call